
el duelo…
a silent and incessant battle
no real grasp of reality
as consciousness shifts
between what was and what is
constant dissociation
because nothing makes sense
a knot in the throat
a blow in the chest
love that has been forever
silenced
stifled
suppressed
and you’re left exposed
naked
with nowhere to run or hide
or be free
from this nightmare






The grief that comes with the death of a partner, especially at a young age, is hardly ever discussed.
In Spark Of My Life, Paola aims to reframe the notion of death by keeping alive the spirit of her partner Juan Alexander Caraballo, better known as Jonnie Sparko. Through a collection of past and present photography, music, and writing, she shares stories of their twelve-year connection, their artistic collaboration, and their journey with Juan’s illness, shifting the absence into presence and transforming love into legacy.
An iteration of Spark Of My Life was on view as a solo exhibition titled "Love Never Dies", from 24 May to 11 October 2025, at IPC ArtSpace in Miami, Florida.